Thoughts
The depressed feeling is still lingering in me. Thanks Yee Chien, Yen Jun, MJ, Huiting and Bugs Bunny for your concern! But i'm not facing any break up k... LOL... Never got a chance to date the people i like, where got the chance to break up?! For the last entry, i'm just typing something which i think... is meaningful ba... perhaps it'll help the people around me who are facing relationship problem?? *Shrug*
For Sunday, it seems that i have an active morning, following which it began to lull in the evening. Today played the piano again and... errm... the depressed feeling seems to multiply... Think i played alright, but still not good enough ba... lots of mistakes... trying to be a perfectionist really worsen my feelings. Anyway, after the service, dad fetched me home. Watched Saw3 and enjoyed all the gruesome images. I like the part where this female doctor physically snip the scalp on the head using a scissors and tear off the skin together with the hair!!! ARGH!!! Blood bleeding profusely from the head as she drilled 4 holes in the head and saw off the pale white skull ( while the patient is alive ) using a mini-saw before prying open the bone!! Wee~!!!! In the end, a pool of blood can be observed in the brain. A very realistic surgery leh... Bravo!!
Next, i chatted for hours in the internet.. Watched InitialD in the evening at 8.45pm in channel U. Did everything other than trying to study my Business finance module. Sad. Just feel that my life is empty.
Perhaps this is life. Meaningless. Perhaps it is suppose to be like that when i'm living a life without God. Perhaps this is what i'm suppose to expect. I am in charge of painting my life with rainbow colours, yet, i feel the chance is far from me. I always thought its near... i'm dreaming... Perhaps i can forget about the rainbow for the time being and concentrate on a few colours first... afterall to paint a rainbow needs both hands...
Talking about hands, i think my left hand is equally as important as my right hand despite the fact that my right hand is stronger. In fact, i give most credit to my left hand when i'm driving on the road. I feel more comfortable using it as it is more sensitive. Been thinking... although it is the weaker hand, it guides me to safety when i need it the most during driving. This make me think... in real life, though wife may seems be the "weaker sex" , i believe she still plays an important role in the family.
That's all for my grandmother story ba...
For Sunday, it seems that i have an active morning, following which it began to lull in the evening. Today played the piano again and... errm... the depressed feeling seems to multiply... Think i played alright, but still not good enough ba... lots of mistakes... trying to be a perfectionist really worsen my feelings. Anyway, after the service, dad fetched me home. Watched Saw3 and enjoyed all the gruesome images. I like the part where this female doctor physically snip the scalp on the head using a scissors and tear off the skin together with the hair!!! ARGH!!! Blood bleeding profusely from the head as she drilled 4 holes in the head and saw off the pale white skull ( while the patient is alive ) using a mini-saw before prying open the bone!! Wee~!!!! In the end, a pool of blood can be observed in the brain. A very realistic surgery leh... Bravo!!
Next, i chatted for hours in the internet.. Watched InitialD in the evening at 8.45pm in channel U. Did everything other than trying to study my Business finance module. Sad. Just feel that my life is empty.
Perhaps this is life. Meaningless. Perhaps it is suppose to be like that when i'm living a life without God. Perhaps this is what i'm suppose to expect. I am in charge of painting my life with rainbow colours, yet, i feel the chance is far from me. I always thought its near... i'm dreaming... Perhaps i can forget about the rainbow for the time being and concentrate on a few colours first... afterall to paint a rainbow needs both hands...
Talking about hands, i think my left hand is equally as important as my right hand despite the fact that my right hand is stronger. In fact, i give most credit to my left hand when i'm driving on the road. I feel more comfortable using it as it is more sensitive. Been thinking... although it is the weaker hand, it guides me to safety when i need it the most during driving. This make me think... in real life, though wife may seems be the "weaker sex" , i believe she still plays an important role in the family.
That's all for my grandmother story ba...
posted by Joseph at
11:29 PM
2 Comments:
I got this from my friend's msn nick:
Please do understand that, in 60 years time, there are only certain things that matters.
Love and Grace!
I hope it helps you to see beyond the difficult situations you are facing now. =)
hmm... in 60 years time i'll be waiting... waiting to enter grave le... haha... nothing matters then... right?
Perhaps if i'm more devoted, i will think differently ba... but now just feel sad... thanks anyway!
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