Life in Korea

Trying to adapt to the "Korean-style" environment..
Don't like it when sometimes, some auntie sit so close to me purposely.. makes me scared of them.. seriously find some old people's behaviour sucky though they are well-respected in Korea. No matter what they do, we should respect them and not retaliate. FAT HOPE. If you bully me, u'll be the first to be slapped by me. I'm not giving attitude, just don't touch me.
Don't really like the life here sometimes.. miss Singapore.. but thankful there are nice Korean people around me.. to help me.. without them, life would be intolerable in this foreign land..

Though i feel like going home, i can't.. i have to go though it..
Though i want to do some things, i don't dare..
When i wanted this, i got that.. and when i got that, i wanted this.. maybe i should not want anything at all..

Complicated feelings sometimes.. don't know what i want..
Now i'm having more and more free time.. to think of more things.. to miss more people.. and to entertain more lonely thoughts..
Learning to live with different people differently.. and its hard to please everyone..
Cherish life more..

So near, yet so far..
Seems within the grasp, but it's not even there..