Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Seeds

What is the foundation of all relationships? I don't know what's mine.. maybe everything is just too good to be true.. my relationship is not all rosy afterall..

It is like a field and i'm sowing. I knew at the end of the day i will reap what i sow. Throwing all kinds of seeds into this field.. a few "trust" seed fall.. although it's growing slowly, nevertheless it is thriving well.. i wouldn't say all grow, but i believe will grow sufficiently for me to reap at the end of harvest..

Some "happiness" seeds fall, one or two eaten up by the birds, but in this field, this kind of seed sprout fast and die fast... so it does not matter if it was eaten up because it will sprout fast.. "happiness" seed don't last forever, so the farmer is thankful that it does sprout out in its lifetime..

Some "out-of-shape" seeds fell onto the field.. this kind of seed is the most pitiful, because other seeds despise it.. even the farmers who sow these seeds deem it as a futureless seed and will grow up to be a sucky plant. But this "out-of-shape" seed taste awful and the birds avoid it. It's shape allows it to tunnel deep into the soil and allow the roots to grow deep. Most importantly, it does not require lots of water to survive.. This plant will grow, but it will grow up lonely.. and forgotten maybe.. no matter how well he grow, he will never be reaped by the farmers.. because to the farmers, it is a sucky plant.. deformed..

Some "evil" seeds fell too.. it has lots of throns, and are too small to be seen.. the farmer knew these kind of seed will destroy the whole crop.. he puts in lots of patient, hard work and pain removing it.. everytime he tried to remove it, the seed will spike his hand, causing blisters on his hands..

I have thrown too many "easy-to-grow" seed.. but this kind of seed dies easily.. or maybe i didn't really sow these kind of seeds, but tried to pull them up to hasten their growth, without knowing i'm destroying what i sow..

I am not a trustworthy guy to walk through your life with...

i want to learn how to nuture a plant. I'm just not good at it..

haiz.. it's too late.. all the seeds are growing..

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