Monday, August 04, 2008

忍到忍无可忍 = 放弃
忍到忍无可忍, 但还是忍 = 忍耐

How true it is. Everytime people say 忍到忍无可忍 , it is just another excuse. In broken relationships / marriages / studies / work, giving up always seems to be an easier option. In this world, who can truly persevere up till the end, believing what they always believe?

Have been working as a loanshark for exactly 5 weeks already. Getting used to calling strangers and "act busy". "Act busy" is a well known classic tranining programme in SAF and it's up to good use now. Back to work stuff, i believe there are always lessons to be learned. Some people own money still act as if they are big fuck. It does not matter how small the amount, but it's your attitude. Scold me until &!^%#^! ( words just cannot do justice to my feeling ). Some girls are particularly nice to talk to, very polite and willing to take time to explain their accounts to me ( though i don't dare imagine if "Cynthia" is a 50 year old lady or a 28 year old lady ).. Appreciate this kind of nice people around.. perhaps they know i'm in a difficult position also? No one likes to owe people money.. and no one likes to be scolded for nothing..

Seriously some people really makes me boil. Was taking the three mode of transport ( LRT, MRT, SBS ) everyday to work. Guess what. Everyday i'm "squeezed". People are so kiasu. I was already standing close to the MRT door and people just squeeze through ( between me and the door ), practically "sticking" themselves to the door, desperately wanting to grab a seat or be the first to pass through the door once it's opened to win a golden seat. What the &$*# Was trying to board a bus, a malay man was standing close to a girl.. This girl was close to me so i let her go first. When i was about to board, this guy is not giving up and definitely not gracious to let me go, keep squeezing until he almost kissed me. I stared at him as if he is the biggest pervert. Sometimes i just get upset over the behaviours of some ungracious Singaporeans. Anyway i'm so tired everyday that i just KO after 1-2 stops.

Have been thinking + stoning ( done simultaneously ) during the school holiday. No matter what i do, i can never please everyone. Some people see me only "Du Lan" already ( someone in hall ). Some people don't like the way i speak, don't like my attitude, don't like the way i do things etc. Haix.. do you really think i wanna be this kind of person? Who don't wish to receive compliment and not complains? Who don't wish to feel loved than to feel "bo chap" by people u love? Thinking again, there is no big deal also.. People are not please is not my business, cos i don't really bo chap people also. Fair.

Hmm.. i believe school has started for my friends! All the best to my friends!! We're always learning in this life journey.. and i hope everything will be fine again.. :)

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