01S04 Gathering day

Today is friday already, and i have yet to seriously sit down and study. A little disappointed with myself actually.

Woke up by an sms from L at around 12.30pm. Happy to receive this msg! Next, my parents, my sister and i left home hurriedly for a lunch in bedok. Met up with Moon at 3.30pm in dover MRT and walked a distance to survey the hostel that was on rent near the old civil defence unit in boon lay. We were ushered to the showroom and this is what we saw:

The living roomA mini cooking areaBalconyThe bathroomIn fact, this is the actual condition that we are going to get if we really rent the unit. No furniture at all, no TV, no chair, no bed, no internet access, nothing at all. Cost $300 per person and have to pay utilities bills ourselves. Above all, we still have to take a bus to NTU. Sian. Although i'm alright with it, Jess and Moon felt its expensive and we dropped the idea unanimously.

Parted with moon since her bf is fetching her to watch a movie. In fact, i don't want to see her bf. Left pretty quickly. I know you are reading this blog, but i don't care. I am just not happy with your attitude sometimes. Call me bias, and i know the feeling is mutual and you are guarding against me. It's understandable, but just keep off from my life. Of course, there is another guy ( whom i shall not mention ) whom i know are reading this blog and are, in the same way, guarding against me. I know a lot, just that i don't want to blog it down, make things difficult for my close friends and F here F there.

To think that you'll be able to know me more just by reading my blog. Naive. You think i'm so stupid? This is only an outlet to vent my frustration. In a relationship, the most basic element is trust. If you don't trust her and love her as you love your own body, don't destroy her. Anyway i'm not in any position to reprimand anyone. Just don't threaten me in anyway because though i'm a christian, i can be a devil when you forced me. Though i'm thin, i am not as weak as who u think i am. The whole world is not you and her only. Friends do make up a portion of her life and its NORMAL to have to close guy FRIENDS.

Enough of all these. It just dampens my mood and make me feel sickening. Saw CCC in JP with her gf. Haha... surprise to see them actually. Hmm.. next i travelled to Bugis for my JC class gathering! Hajar, Khairin, Crystal, Linyin, Jessica and Pei hao was there!! It has been really long since i last saw them... haha! Had a nice dinner in one of the turkish shop located in Arab street! Wow.. the soupy Chicken Kuresh i've tasted was very spicy and hot!! Not bad... however, it is not filling at all. As for the dessert, hmm... too sweet!! Anyway, the company was nice and actually Jessica spoke the most i think... She is so talented in speaking and she just rattle on and on and on.... very entertaining and interesting...

So nice that Lin yin's parents was around the vicinity! They are very kind and drove Crystal and me to Serangoon MRT before we take a train to sengkang. Thanks!! When we boarded the train, Crystal heard this on the next station: "Potong Pasir". Alamak!! We're in the wrong direction!! So noob!! Lol... got off the train and took the opposite train. Had a small chat with her and understood that working life is not smooth sailing at all. Perhaps always in a dilemma, perhaps there's dispute, perhaps the people in the society have become cold-hearted as they struggled and fight for promotion, higher pay and status. Hope she would be able to find the job she like!

Hopfully tomorrow will be a better day.