School Of Biological Sciences Freshmen Orientation!

Disappointed. I flunk my CA for my business module. NTU also don't wanna give me hall. Have to spend time looking for it while preparing for my exams. Reason? No CCA participation. This system just sucks. Fucking just want me to join a CCA before willing to issue me a hall. Anyway, the rooms are yours. You play with the rules. Oh well.. i know the 4 letter words are awful to hear and leave bad impression on me. Certainly, i don't deny this fact, but it is the most genuine feeling in me right now. In real life, i just can't say it out from my mouth... perhaps this is what blog is for, it acts as another window through my heart...

SBS camp commences today! Visited my school for a while and was happy that everything went well... haha! Saw a lot of familiar faces... Ariyo, Andy, Melissa, Huijun, Ying Yang, Jie Hui, Zhi Hui, Huiling, Jessica, Yu Sheng, CCC, Xiao Hui, etc. LOL!! Actually felt a little sad that i didn't contribute to this camp.. haha.. perhaps next year ba! Though i don't like the cheers, don't like the mass dance, don't like the fright night preparation, don't like the tiredness etc, i just want to be part of it and help one another. Jia you and make it another successful one!!

A photo of my school's facade!
Drove back home and felt very tired. Slept a while and stared at my notes blankly. Can't seem to absorb anything. I hate this kind of feeling. Maybe i'll leave my house and stay in the library for the next few days... haix... a sense of loneliness..