Forgiveness

Just some random thoughts...

How wonderful is the feeling of forgiveness. I'm just thinking if one day i did something wrong.. one grave mistake, how i crave someone will forgive me.. just by imagining it, i can feel the acceptance of me, myself already, and not only the reprimands i got from the silly things i've done. What a nice feeling is it to be given a second chance.

Maybe asking for forgiveness is not important anymore.

In real life, there won't be many second chances. Sometimes just by doing one wrong thing, thats' it. You're out. In this society, i don't expect much, not even people who are close to me to give me a second chance easily.

Haha.. who am i to complain. Life is chosen by me. Even if i'm left alone, i will rather keep the lonliness in me than to ask people to pity me and give me some of their attention. When people are all out to destroy me, by all means come. What can they do?

Maybe i've grown up. And nothing is important anymore. Staying alive is.