Weekend daze
Studies is never ending. Everytime i open up a book, tons of pages and words will be waiting for me to read them. Tell you frankly, other than studying, i don't know what else i should do with my life. Not dating, not working... Given this responsibility by my parents, i just try to do it well though i didn't really do that well. Always trying to study hard although i'm not smart. Going to a university does not mean i'm smart, it is just the product of my past hardworkingness...
During the time when i'm studying, i always like to think. Thinking of useless stuff... Thinking about people. Sometimes i know i am nobody to that person, but i still think of that person. It can even be a stranger. Sometimes i know thinking of this person will not change anything in my life, but just think because i miss them. Or am i thinking it because my brain neurons are firing at that exact position such that memories about that person just pop up? Or am i thinking because i'm choosing to think that way?
Sometimes i just think, and subconsciously that "image" is embedded in my brain. I don't know what is that "image", but later on in my life when that "image" happen, then i remember what is that image that i'm thinking. Happened a few times, but guess my brain are just screwed up. Been studying aimlessly i guess...
Oh ya.. had a chance to stand by my maid in the afternoon to watch her cook. Had a nice dinner also!! Well from the picture, roughly can tell how my maid cook this kind of dish already.. haha!! Her "pattern" is the same.. anyway her employment status ends this december and we won't have such good cook anymore le...
Been doing nothing, looking around my stuff and found this cup. Haha! Bought by Wanjing, Jo and some SBS friends during my birthday last year... i kinda like the breast... it produces some cute "ding ding" sound when u shake it hard... Been trying to guess what is inside that breast... But no matter what, i will not break my cup...Weekend are always nice...
During the time when i'm studying, i always like to think. Thinking of useless stuff... Thinking about people. Sometimes i know i am nobody to that person, but i still think of that person. It can even be a stranger. Sometimes i know thinking of this person will not change anything in my life, but just think because i miss them. Or am i thinking it because my brain neurons are firing at that exact position such that memories about that person just pop up? Or am i thinking because i'm choosing to think that way?
Sometimes i just think, and subconsciously that "image" is embedded in my brain. I don't know what is that "image", but later on in my life when that "image" happen, then i remember what is that image that i'm thinking. Happened a few times, but guess my brain are just screwed up. Been studying aimlessly i guess...
Oh ya.. had a chance to stand by my maid in the afternoon to watch her cook. Had a nice dinner also!! Well from the picture, roughly can tell how my maid cook this kind of dish already.. haha!! Her "pattern" is the same.. anyway her employment status ends this december and we won't have such good cook anymore le...
Been doing nothing, looking around my stuff and found this cup. Haha! Bought by Wanjing, Jo and some SBS friends during my birthday last year... i kinda like the breast... it produces some cute "ding ding" sound when u shake it hard... Been trying to guess what is inside that breast... But no matter what, i will not break my cup...Weekend are always nice...
2 Comments:
I understand how you feel. The status quo of the relationships (if any) remain unchanged regardless of the amount of thought you put to it.
Don't dweel too much on that. =)
haha.. thanks William! Not thinking a lot... just ponder a lot in life about different issue... thanks anyway!!
Hope u're doing fine in life too? :)
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