Sunday, August 19, 2007

Unexpected change

Pulled myself up from the cozy bed for the sunday service. Once again, its another lovely sunday. Been to church and was rather tired. Get to spend time with my dad again...

Went to visit my grandpa and saw a few relatives. Was good to see them at first, grandpa was doing fine, relatives cooking food for alter and kids playing around. Then they start their conversation.

An extract of their conversation ( rough idea ) :
my uncle: one year give food one time only ar? Today we give, then Mon hungry how?
my dad: i agree.. what is the use of burning all these incense?
my uncle: you don't talk la.. for your Jesus, give thanks for the food for fuck? I believe in myself. U think u don't work got food ar? Ta ma de chi bye... ...

And on he rattle all the vulgar, profanity and disrespectful words right in front of my grandpa, my relatives, my dad ( in deep silent ) and me. All of a sudden, everyone was quiet for a short while.

Chi your own bye understand? HOW DARE U DON'T GIVE RESPECT TO MY DAD. FUCK YOU.

Not only u don't give respect to my dad, you don't even give a damn to what we believe in. And for that, don't blame me for reciprocating your attitude. You think u're well-built and married to my dad's eldest sister then u big fuck ar? Big biceps with small/petty brain people i've seen a lot. They are just around me. Buddhism big fuck is it? Bless you so much that your kids shot gun here and there. Bless you so much that your son register in ROM without even telling you until they sent a letter? Buddhism bless all my relatives who believes in him such that one of you go jail and the other divorce? My dad and i gave you all so much respect, participate in all the ruituals during my grandma's wake that cost a hefty $10,000 and over for the cheapskate, greedy and Bo Chap monks, just watching quitely all the events that is happening, dad forking out lots of money secretly for grandma's dialysis, try to visit grandparents all these done at the expense of family problem. There you are, thinking your own chi bye thinking. I know u earn a lot. Ex-illegal brookie of course earn a lot, but your ways is no different from prostitute u understand?

Straight after that silence, my attitude about them change. My dad told me it's normal. Their attitude has always been like that. Let me tell you that this incident will be embedded in my mind. Even u question your own religion, this shows how conceited, hyprocrite and simple-minded you are. Go hug your own buddha and go to hell. This entry is especially for you uncle. Hope you like it.

For readers who are unhappy about this entry can just nagivate away. My blog understand? So what if i'm a christian? You don't like christian, jolly well give some respect to us and stop thinking your own buddhism is a big fuck.

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