General thoughts

Marriage is not about love
Marriage is about money

Indonesia is such a selfish country. You burn your forest as if the whole South East Asia is yours

NDP is none of my business anyway since i've applied for the tickets unsuccessfully for all these years

SAF sucks. A waste of my time

Anything bad is my fault. I feel that i'm a puppet sometimes. When people want to use, they will control me. When i'm not needed, i will be cast aside. But this is part and parcel of life.

But still i give thanks..
for Teacher 琴琪 advice.. for God is still gracious afterall.. thanks for your precious time chatting with me.. and your encouragement.. it has been long since someone encourage me..
for my parents.. for they are still alive and they loves me..
for my gf.. for she still loves me..
for my siblings.. for they are always there for me..
for i have a job..
for a healthy body, mind and soul..
for my wonderful friends from church, work and school..