My 24th Birthday!

Hello everyone! haha.. 24th October 2008 is my 24th Birthday!! But i'm not in Singapore.. and i'm not in Busan either.. well.. haha!! i went to Geojedo Island with Li Shi, Huilin, Karen and June! Also in South Korea.. haha.. and you can see it in my blog @ http://dong-a-university.blogspot.com/!!

These are my friends from Dong-A Uni dormitory celebrating my birthday with me!
Huang Qiang, Sajjad, FanDi, Thomas and me!

The cheese cake they bought for me!!

And this is the present my lovely dear dear bought for me! An mp4 to company me when i'm all alone in the dormitory.. :) Thanks so much for your thoughts!! Thanks for spending effort in buying, making a lovely video of us and writing a very romantic card to me!! I still wanna say that i'm very touched by what u wrote in the card.. :) appreciate all u have done for me!Haha.. and just before the trip to Geojedo island, Huilin, Karen and June bought me BB cream for men! Weather here is really dry and cold.. thanks so much for your kind thoughts too!! haha.. life will be less interesting in Busan without all of u.. LOL.. Thanks so much for all of your birthday wishes!! Wow.. i cannot believe it when i saw all these in facebook!! I don't go facebook already, but i guess people might leave some msg there? Thanks friends!!!!

David Wong
Happy Birthday~ really long time no see....

Lynette Lin wrote at 10:31pm
best wishes to u... happy birthday!

Yongxin Hong wrote at 8:05pm
hey!! happy birthday! :)

Serene Heng wrote at 6:18pm
hey joseph! happy birthday!! hope ure loving busan as much as im loving seoul! eat more haemul tang!! i loved it while i was there in busan but huilin says that u guys are sick of seafood already!

Ng Wan Jing wrote at 6:05pm
Happy Bday in Korea! Its super cold in Beijing here! How's Korea?

Edward Tan wrote at 5:18pm
Happy Birthday!

Krystin Aw wrote at 5:03pm
Happy Birthday Delei! Greetings and blessings from Singapore

Frankie Koh wrote at 1:45pm
Blessed Birthday!from a.....................................................................far

Grace Wong wrote at 1:23am
Happy blessed birthday delei! Have fun in Korea!

MingKeat Sng wrote at 12:31am
Heys Joseph~~!! Happy birthday man! Hope u're having a great time over there man heh... and have a great celebration too !! Cheers :D

Angela Chi wrote at 11:34pm
Happy Birthday Geeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~ =) I hope that things are going really well for you =) Update me ar! xxxx

And in15 October, Hui Jun mei mei wrote this in Friendster:

HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY :X
YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
HAPPY BIRTHDAY !
Ok done buhbyes o,o

Haha.. U are so cute! Thanks so much for msging me in msn also for the birthday wishes!! U are appreciated.. :)
Thanks Uncle Daniel, Esther, Alister, Kin Hoong, Xiang Ting for your sms from Singapore! Haha.. Thanks Esther, Eunice, Hui Jun and Xiang Ting for wishing me birthday in msn too.. :) Like what xiang xiang said, "wo shi xing fu xiao nan ren now!"..

Thanks so much Weibin, Krystin, Zhi Hui, Yue Feng and Jian Zhong for your birthday wishes in my very own blog!! haha.. Thanks so much for remembering!!
25 Oct 08, 10:55 JZ: Happy birthday!!! Stay happy always. Enjoy the remaining time of your stay in Korea
24 Oct 08, 10:45 Moon: Happy Birthday!!! All the best...
24 Oct 08, 10:41 zhihui: HApppY 24th BDAY!!! How u have a nice celebration over at korea!! =D
24 Oct 08, 08:35 Krystin: Happy Birthday to You! I send u an email heez
24 Oct 08, 00:34 Wbin: Happy Birthday, dude!

Thank you papa mama for calling me when i'm in Geojedo to wish me happy birthday.. :) Your voice is the most precious..

And something really surprise me.. my roomie was returning back to dormitory on 29th October 10.30pm when he handed me this:

A letter from Singapore by Huifen!! Haha.. and thanks Jia En bro for sending your greetings too! This is really a surprise card beautifully made!!
haha.. this is the time my church friends celebrated by birthday with me in suntec! Mou Chuan, Huifen, Moses, Huiping, Kristin, Me and Eunice are in the picture!I'm so blessed.. so thanksful God place all my friends in my life.. i guess life will be different without all of them. I touched.. I'm really not worthy, but all of you are just too nice to me.. :) thanks!! Appreciate all of u.. :)

Better mist..

Thanks so much friends.. Thanks so much for spending time to read my previous entry and typing encouraging msg to me! Appreciate all of you..

Thanks so much Krystin for your comments! I know God loves me.. and i hope you'll stick close to Him too.. I felt evil at times.. perhaps it's because i've not been really serious of my religion these few years.. I've changed.. i'm no longer the pure and innocent Delei.. haha.. but anyway, you have really been a great friend.. seriously.. Especially helping moses with his blog.. u're just too good to be true.. :)

Thanks Francis! I will not give up on myself, and i will not give up on the God who loves me.. If someone love you so much and die for you, will u give up that relationship so easily? haha.. i believe u're doing fine too in your life?? It has been long since i last prayed.. maybe i should learn to pray, even when things are rosy in my life.. take good care of Eunice and hope to see u soon!!

Thanks CCC.. haha.. it was really surprising to receive your msg! Never thought u actually read my blog.. well.. actually i do read your blog too.. haha! Seems that u like your car a lot!! A number of entries on it.. lol.. Anyway i hope you can do your FYP well in Biopolis.. Hope to see u soon when i'm back!

Thanks Zhi Hui.. haha.. How's everything? Thanks for having a heart-felt chat with me yesterday nite! Nice talking to you.. of course i hope everything will be alright for you too.. must tell me if anything happen ok? I believe i'm not alone.. haha.. and of course i can talk to you anytime! Sometimes i just want a person by my side.. to be a listening ear.. u know.. just beside? the feeling is different.. :) Do hope things work out for you~

Thanks Papa and Mama.. thanks for calling me.. i feel nice talking to you.. kinda miss home and miss you..

Thanks Jie Hui.. haha.. for remembering that my birthday is coming.. sorry that i forget yours.. haha.. or should i say, i didn't remember anybody's birthday other than my family members.. opps! But your effort is still appreciated.. :P

Thanks Cho Seong, Wei bin, Huifen, Moon, Chirstine, Ying yang, Cheng Wei and cute little Hui Jun mei mei for msging me in msn too! Feel happy talking to all of you.. :)

Finally, thanks dear for your precious time.. How do i know if i'm are important you? When your time is very precious now.. at this moment, every minute every hour, yet u're very willing to spent it with me.. I appreciate it.. I felt much much better after going out with you.. and i enjoyed every moment.. definitely.. :) Your presence itself already makes a lot of difference.. and it does not matter if the things we're doing are boring or not.. :) I'm sorry if i too demanding at times.. and i'm not sure how to be a really nice, caring and good bf, but i will learn everyday.. don't give up on me!! "No one can replace you".. :)

Time is precious for students like us now.. mid-term exam in Dong-A university is just 4 days time and i'm far from getting a good grades.. however i think no matter how busy i am, i should sit down quietly at the end of the day and really think of what i'm doing.. is it really worthwhile.. giving some time for myself and to appreciate people who cared for me.. thanks so much!!!

Mist

I have been too demanding.. or maybe i cared too much.. or put too much hope.. i don't know what i should do.. wanted some things, but no matter how hard i try, i cannot get it.. felt useless.. still no matter how useless i feel, i can't get what i wanted at the end of the day.. or maybe the things i want is insignificant to everyone... ... what a loser i am..

Been feeling lonely these days.. lots of people around me, but still feel lonely.. lots of happy things happen, but at the end of the day, i have to face loneliness myself.. especially now.. in wee hours.. i feel God has abandoned me somehow.. I'm sorry God.. i'm suppose to show people your love for them, but i failed.. no one believes me.. i'm not a good example at all.. i chose another path myself.. i deserve it.. God.. do you know when i left u, i have no confident to be a good man at all? I think i will fail as a man.. I have already done sinful stuff that people don't know.. God.. i know u're disappointed with me.. it's normal i guess.. cos people around me are disappointed with me also.. i'm disappointed with myself too.. life is meaningless.. playing all day, studying all day, quarreling all day, watching movies etc.. i just another loser...

If i were to sleep now and never to wake up again, will anyone notice it? Maybe i'm just another mist in people's life.. i'm not important at all.. i hope someone will encourage me.. now.. by my side.. a whisper also can.. i want a hug to feel appreciated.. but i guess i can never have it when i needed it the most..

Life still goes on no matter what happen..

Feverish

Hmm.. just woke up and feeling slightly better from the feverish feeling yesterday.. haha.. temperature is falling fast in Busan and can reach 18°C.. haix.. i don't like cold weather..

Haha.. anyway remember on 26th Sep08 i went Gyeongju ( i.e. former capital of the kingdom of Silla ) ?? My Germany friend Thomas went on the 24th Sep and saw our very own Defense Minister of Singapore RAdm. Teo Chee Hean!! ( I only recognised him from the photo.. lol.. )Thomsa think he is an important person, so he took a picture of it and showed me on 25th Sep08. Haha.. I'm surprise to see Singaporean here too! And i'm kinda happy.. :P Hmm.. anyway i hope i will feel better on weekend because i wanna chiong again!!