Puppet Feeling

Just some thoughts...

Have been feeling bad-tempered easily. Sorry if i hurt anyone... It's time to be in control of my own feeling. Been driving these days and get frustrated easily by motorist. Motorcycle occupying the middle of the lane as if their father owns the road, road hogs and speeders who are trying to kiss my car's ass.

Have been feeling like a puppet also. Not really... sometimes life may feel good when we're in control.. but i'm getting used not being in control. Perhaps to be led is good if we can't really lead? Or perhaps we should lead although we do not know how to lead, so as to learn how to lead? I'm in control, yet losing control... vague feeling sometimes...

No matter what, i'm trying to live everyday to the fullest and am happy the way things are now! I must cherish those i love...

Busy

Sorry everyone! Know it has been long since i last blog... I'm just busy preparing for the pharmacology test and lazy to update. On the other hand, when i stop blogging, people know less about me. It's time to keep a low profile of myself because i just want a peaceful life. Don't know why these days my temper is uncontrollable... Hmm... anyway these are just a few snapshots of what happened. I cannot really explain elaborately as situations are complicated, but rest assured, Joseph is still a happy boy!

A nite at the Night Safari... animal show! By the way, this is the first time i've been to Night Safari.Some exhibits at night safari about eggs... haha.. the top left corner is the egg-size of an ostrich!Oh ya... i'm the lazy bum at lab work... I'm practically doing nothing! Lucky i have a group of great teammate who did everything for me! Ronald, Kelvin, Li Hui and Li Shi... hahaha.. thanks!
Sparkles in the dark windy night at East Coast Beach.. beautiful..
My dad's birthday cake! I choose this during Chinese New Year at breadtalk.. haha.. a little last minute!Last but not least, caught my dad sleeping during church service! WAHAHA!Actually a lot of things happened in school... Chinese New Year, Valentine day, test, group meeting and discussion and a lot of gossips, unhappiness and happy moments... I'm gald everything is still fine! Thanks Huiling for your fresh pink flower during valentine day! Thanks Anthony for your chocolate and Xiang Ting for your chupa chups mini and hershey chocolate! I appreciate all of them... Have been feeling tired for the past few days also... hmm... let me think... i tried to set up a blog for my dad's business! I don't know how to improve the website further, so do give some comments! Or if you're interested to make friend with my dad, u can add him in friendster.. haha.. the link is provided in the blog itself~
http://bedok85.blogspot.com/

Msn got virus and auto shut down whenever i'm in msn.. so have not been online for months already... haiz.. had an ugly haircut too.. Oh ya.. a little angry these days... INSTEP encourages us to apply for exchange, and i applied 3 times consecutively with my results improving everytime. This is my last and only chance to apply for it and you didn't even bother to give it to me, but you gave it to a stupid idiot in ADM and breakup a wonderful combi of SBS members. No problem. U have the last say. Now you send me a mail for GIP ( addressed to me cos i saw my name.. or is it just automated? ). You think i'll be so stupid to apply for it again? Or are u trying to play me? U sucks

Another sucky stuff. I know recall manning is approaching, why appoint me to call up the rest of the servicemen and authenticate their particulars? By the way, i will never do it. During the Functional Genomics and Proteomics lecture, a 3rd SG in-charged called me and ask for my particulars. Mind your own business k. I'm having an important lecture and you cannot hear from the background? Ask and ask like nobody's business. What if that few minutes of conversation make my exam lost 1 or 2 marks and make me a grade lower? Can you compensate me the losses? Government always give $100 to national servicemen, but i rather forfeit it and get back my 2.4 years.

Haix... feeling a little unhappy these days.. not because anything bad happen... perhaps just purely depressed for nothing... Or just wasting my life away... That's all... Hope i have the mood to update again.. haha.. Have a nice recess week! Holiday!!